Counting down the hours.

So I go back to school Saturday.

I can honestly say, it won't come soon enough. I'm tired of sitting around with nothing to do. It's gotten so bad that I don't know what I want to do when I surf the web anymore. I log into Facebook. Do a couple of posts on Tumblr. Tweet how I'm feeling. Repeat.

I've spent all break trying to get a job. And to no avail, I couldn't find one. I went back to my old job. I replied to posts on Craigslist. I even sent my resume to places I knew weren't hiring. No such luck.

I can somewhat feel like 2012 is definitely gonna be another year of hassling. But I don't wanna get all upset just yet.

I also want to get back to school so I can finish. I hate stalling, especially when I know there's shit to be done.  I'm ready to get this semester started. I'm ready for the late nights of studying. Papers upon papers to be written.

(I'm not gonna lie. I also just want to be with my boyfriend again too).

Who the fuck am I kidding? I know that come 3 weeks, I'm gonna crash and burn and wish I was on vacation. I swear, I have such a bittersweet feeling when it comes to college. But alas.