Late Night Rendezvous.

Yeah, yeah. I'm not even going to say it.
Seems like I'm doing a "one post a year" kinda thing. My bad ya'll.
It's just that....well, I don't even know anymore, haha.
Seems like I say that alot too.
D'oh well.

I kinda want to start a new blog page, begin anew. At the same time, I like keeping this page; I go back to my old posts and chuckle as I read whatever ramblings I desperately needed to type about.That, and my laziness knows no limit.

It's been quite a while since my last post. And like usual, so much shit's happened, I don't even know where to begin. I seriously don't.

It's 2013, I'm finally 21, I'm going to be a senior in college, I'm going to...fucking...graduate.
I can't believe it. I mean, I can....but I can't. Ever had a moment where you thought you would end up in one place..or that you had everything planned. But the further you went down your path, you realized all the possibilities? That's where I'm at right now. I have a plan...but the more I follow it, the more uncertain everything seems. It's pretty freaking scary.

Personality wise, I feel like I've changed...I've gone from being a "I shouldn't say that" kinda person, to a "why the hell not?" kinda gal. It depends though. I hate the idea of wondering "what if"....so the more opportunities that arise, the more I just say what's on my mind, and boy, is it a nice cup of tea. I mean, with milk, sugar, ice, and even bolba (^.^).

October of the previous year (while I was away at school), my dad packed up everything in our old house in Coney Island, and uprooted in Queens. I can't even begin to explain how much of a rough time I'm having with this. Considering I was out in PA for most of the year, coming back to live in another borough is certainly interesting. And annoying. Not only are all my family and friends in Brooklyn, but it's too damn difficult and a hassle to travel from behind God's back to ANYWHERE. Maybe I'm just bitter. It was the same thing when we lived in CI, but different at the same time. I loved living near the beach. I loved living a few blocks away from my best friends. Although I lived at the last stop of the D, F, N, and Q; it definitely beat living at the last stop of the F train.


It's getting kinda blue outside, which only means that the sun is coming up....I'm gonna end this abruptly, but I will be back. Good night/morning peeps :)