Emotions.

They're honestly a bitch. Especially when you're someone like me, who picks up on emotions like it's no one's business. I love and hate that trait all at the same time.
I wish I could be like my boyfriend, who doesn't give a shit 4/3rd of a time...he has that ability to turn his feelings off when he pleases, and he has his own..."methods", I guess you could call it to not letting something get to him.
He's the complete and total opposite of me -_-;

Everything gets to me. I don't understand why, it just happens. I can honestly say that I don't care, but somehow, someway, some small flicker of me twinges at whatever has been said or done to me. If something's not explained to me in order for it to not make me feel some type of way..I definitely WILL feel some type of way.

It's annoying as fuck. I wanna be able to turn it off. Shut myself off from the emotions...but I can't do it, no matter how hard I try. The more I try to shut myself off, the more it stings and burns when I open up unexpectantly. Ugh.

All in all, I hate emotions. They're a bitch for no damn reason. Point blank.